Just me...

oigh...i keep having long days this week.
monday....had to stay after school for choir...yippe -_-
then tuesday...had rehearsals for the salad days musical....then had to rehearse for choir
then had the spring concert....which choir was in -_-
didn't get home til like 10 and i wasn't really needeed there cos i couldn't sing due to a sore throat. -_-
then weds had musical rehearsals as normal...thursday had some stupid maths trip and got back to school at like 5...
then today had more musical rehearsals...GAH!!
i'm soo glad it's the weekend now hehe
but yeah today...was kinda shitty...nothing too bad...but nothing too spesh..
the musical rehearsals were just....woah..
in the play i'm a dancer/singer at some brothel....so i spend my 'fifteen minutes' flirting with all these guys in the year below me and one of my friends in my year =S
well today was like the first time i did it properly and it was soooooooo embarrasing...!!!
i feel so sorry for the guys...cos i'm not exactly pretty...and it is a pretty strange things to have to perform...
but at least they were impressed by my voice hehe....even though i still have a little bit of a sore throat.

glad it's over

yes yes
told you joel didn't like me anymore lol
the day after i wrote that blog....i went into school and he dumped me -_-
that day was kinda crappy...
i was ill...and it seemed like a really nice day so i was looking up kinda thing =]]
then...out of nowhere it hailed on me!!!! proper heavily!!!!
then as soon as i got into school it stopped.....TYPICAL -_-...
so i spent most of my morning by the radiators drying...
then joel was really avoiding me and blah...and i didn't know whether or not to approach him so was stressing out and getting iller by the minute...
then at lunch time i was really stressed and like screaming at people.... not angrily...but getting out my feelings...
then joel was like "i need to talk to you" blaaah
and tada we're over...
then my buddy louise came to speak to me...i barely cried....i'\m not gonna deny i did cry but it literally lasted less than a minute..
then me and louise had a good old rant and i felt sooo relieved....
i actually went home really happy hehe

then that night.....hehe
on msn....teehee!!!

was talking to my ex...who i'll probably always be friends with and after a normal one of our conversations...we both admitted that we still loved each other and now we're back together!!!
yayayayayayayayay!!!! soooo happy

but yeah....ever since i saw him he hasn't really spoken to me....so i'm kinda worried...once again
i always get paranoid with him....cos i really can't handle loosing him.....
but this time i'm not gonna make a big fuss out of it...
whatever happens happens....i gotta take it in my stride...

BUT PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

wow i can ramble a lot.....i should blog more often....
get it written in smaller chunks lol
going to chealsea this weekend to see my godparents though so i won't be able to use the computer =[[
hopefully i'll be back and blogger as soon as possible though!!
cya mon cheese wedges!!!

[[momo.]]