Just me...

heyy

just got back from Hong Kong this morning
was an amazing trip
as gonna post a blog whilst i was out there but the computer was playing up =[[
so yeah...really good trip
it was me..my mum ..and my best friend for twelve days staying with my grandma and aunti
twas awesome!!!!
got to see most of my family...all of which i haven't seen for years or haven't seen at all!!
and it's like woah...
the one's i've seen before have grown sooooooo much since i last saw them
and the newer additions...SO CUTE!!!!
did sooo mcuh shopping while we were out there...and everything was soooo cheap!!!
came back 5kg overweight....luggage wise lol =S hehe
ate sooo much while i was out there actually lol
such awesome-i-licious fooodd!!!
and my aunti has many contacts so yes yes...we got up to much for cheaper than people and blah
and as a surprise we got bunked up to business class on the flight home thanks to my legendary Aunti Baby
For once i slept like nearly the whole flight!!! haha

this is just a brief holiday 'sum-up' cos i'm a little tired and can't really think that far back in time at the moment haha
so yeah...i'll try and put up some photos soon...
some are already on my myspace...
go see!! hehe

www.myspace.com/myheartofcoal_O_X

cyaxxxx

[[momo.]]

just had to put this here cos it's such an awesome song!!!!

listen dude!!!

oigh...i keep having long days this week.
monday....had to stay after school for choir...yippe -_-
then tuesday...had rehearsals for the salad days musical....then had to rehearse for choir
then had the spring concert....which choir was in -_-
didn't get home til like 10 and i wasn't really needeed there cos i couldn't sing due to a sore throat. -_-
then weds had musical rehearsals as normal...thursday had some stupid maths trip and got back to school at like 5...
then today had more musical rehearsals...GAH!!
i'm soo glad it's the weekend now hehe
but yeah today...was kinda shitty...nothing too bad...but nothing too spesh..
the musical rehearsals were just....woah..
in the play i'm a dancer/singer at some brothel....so i spend my 'fifteen minutes' flirting with all these guys in the year below me and one of my friends in my year =S
well today was like the first time i did it properly and it was soooooooo embarrasing...!!!
i feel so sorry for the guys...cos i'm not exactly pretty...and it is a pretty strange things to have to perform...
but at least they were impressed by my voice hehe....even though i still have a little bit of a sore throat.

glad it's over

yes yes
told you joel didn't like me anymore lol
the day after i wrote that blog....i went into school and he dumped me -_-
that day was kinda crappy...
i was ill...and it seemed like a really nice day so i was looking up kinda thing =]]
then...out of nowhere it hailed on me!!!! proper heavily!!!!
then as soon as i got into school it stopped.....TYPICAL -_-...
so i spent most of my morning by the radiators drying...
then joel was really avoiding me and blah...and i didn't know whether or not to approach him so was stressing out and getting iller by the minute...
then at lunch time i was really stressed and like screaming at people.... not angrily...but getting out my feelings...
then joel was like "i need to talk to you" blaaah
and tada we're over...
then my buddy louise came to speak to me...i barely cried....i'\m not gonna deny i did cry but it literally lasted less than a minute..
then me and louise had a good old rant and i felt sooo relieved....
i actually went home really happy hehe

then that night.....hehe
on msn....teehee!!!

was talking to my ex...who i'll probably always be friends with and after a normal one of our conversations...we both admitted that we still loved each other and now we're back together!!!
yayayayayayayayay!!!! soooo happy

but yeah....ever since i saw him he hasn't really spoken to me....so i'm kinda worried...once again
i always get paranoid with him....cos i really can't handle loosing him.....
but this time i'm not gonna make a big fuss out of it...
whatever happens happens....i gotta take it in my stride...

BUT PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

wow i can ramble a lot.....i should blog more often....
get it written in smaller chunks lol
going to chealsea this weekend to see my godparents though so i won't be able to use the computer =[[
hopefully i'll be back and blogger as soon as possible though!!
cya mon cheese wedges!!!

[[momo.]]

hey,

i forgot my password and crap..
so i have not been on for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages
so yeah..what's happened since then.
well i got into the school musical [yay] called Salad Days and i'm Asphynxia some dancer/'entertainer' at this brothel. oi oi! hehe..i actually don't know the story line that well...hehe...but it's something about a magical piano which makes people dance...hehe weird huh?
i don't have any lines.....which sucks....but i get to do a solo song [another yay]. That's been taking up pretty much ALL of my time....there are rehearsals everyday except monday, after school which can go on til about 6pm, but usually end around 5pm. It's actually quite fun and a little but naughy for a school play =S. Most of the time i'm just there fighting iwth my 'brother'.

yeah ....my 'brother'.
In my drama class, there's this guy called Seb[astian]


and he played my brother in a piece we did for our course. From then on we became quite close friends and so now we're brother and sister.......so now he bullies me like he would his sister....and i bully him back. teehee

Anyways...!
otherwise....nothing much has happened....i don't think.....
oh...i'm dating a guy called Joel....he's nice lol.... but i think he's going off me =S

he came with me to Brighton for the weekend once...and i swear he's like in love with my best friend -_- lol
she always gets the guys hehehe

nuff said.


uhhmm......what else..oh yeah.......got really stressed out on friday right...
didn't know why, but i just got really overly emotional and i really just wanted to scream and fall into someone's arms for a hug. And i had my weekend planned...saturday...make sure i finish all my work.....sunday....go out with friends/family and just ..take it easy.
Instead i went down with the fucking flu...-_- and i am still ill now and it's four days later...
i woke up on saturday with some major league headache and my temperature was through the roof. I spent the whole day on the sofa under a duvet...right near the heaters. I was really hot, but shivering like crazy....twas weird...and soooo painful. Sunday, still had a headache but felt a bit better...then monday and today....didn't go to school because mum didn't want me to run myself down, so i'm taking it easy.....chyeah! lol

i think that's all i can say at the moment......just gonna head off and do more work joy!

cyu you guys later

xx

ciao!